I'VE COME TO ACCEPT BEING HURT BY THE MOST LOVED ONES, THOSE " TRUE LOVES, & PRECIOUS FAMILY, ALONG WITH LOSS OF CLOSE ONES & PETS, EVEN WILD ANIMALS BONDED TO ME, IF JUST FOR A FEW HEART BEATS; ALLOWING THIS "SURGE OF FEELINGS "OUT", NOT NECESSARILY IN TEARS, THOUGH PERFECTLY FINE, WHENEVER NEEDED, INSPIRES ME, SAD, HAPPY, MISTY BLUE, OR "INA ZONE, TO JUST" WRITE DOWN WORDS, MAKING THOUGHTS COME ALIVE, LIKE A MT. MELTING SNOW FED STREAM, TURNING INTO A RIVER, THEN A RAPIDS, FINALLY REACHING THE SEA. MY CONCEPTS ARE ORIGINAL, SOMETIMES SAD, BITING, EVEN DEPRESSING, YET GIVING GLIMMERS OF HOPE, ALWAYS GIVING "MANY THANKS" FOR THOSE "LOVES", EVEN AFTER "KICKING ME TO THE CURB". AFTER ALL, MY INSPIRATION( 1 BOOK, 2 SCIFI- STORIES , POEMS, SONGS, A FEW ESSAYS, ALL STEMMED FROM " LADY DIANE" ACTUALLY "EJECTING ME VERBALLY FROM HER HOME IN MID, FEB. COLD NY, WEATHER, FACING A BLEAK TIME, ALONE. NONE IN FAMILY, OR FRIENDS, ABLE TO CONSOLE, EVEN UNDERSTAND THE DEPTH OF MY HURTING. MY DOGS :WINDY & DAUGHTER, TIPPY & 5 OTHER NEW PUPS WERE A LIFE SAVER(NEVER STOOPED TO THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE EVER!!). ALSO, DAD & I BONDED, BRIEFLY, AS HE BUILT A BED INDOORS FOR THE MOMA TO GIVE BIRTH TO. ALL IN MY OWN HUMBLE OPINION & EXPERIENCES{(REMEMBER"SLY STONE;S" DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS, SHA SHA")"GREAT SONG, BAND & TRUE VIBE".
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