Jackson Browne - The Load Out/Stay

The Load Out/Stay( AN EXCERPT FROM FROM UNPUBLISHED BOOK):” A LIFE LOST- NOT FOUND”( SEMI-AUTO-BIOGRAPHY”:FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY SHORTENING TIME LEFT, ONE NAGGING, EMPTY HOLED REGRET WILL NEVER LEAVE ME. HOW ON THIS EARTH, GALZXY, DID I EVER, EVER, "MISS A "CLASSIS "JACKSON BROWNE CONCERT ,EITHER IN"MADISON SQUARE GARENES, QUEENS, THE VILLAGE, OR ANYWHERE ON LONG (ISTHMUS) ISLAND. MY GOOD BUDDY FROM "HOFSTRA U(OWWE HIM REAL BIG TIME(FORGIVE HIS FEW "CHILDISH PRANKS(STUFFING 1 OZ. OF GRASS IN MY SPORT JACKET POCKET WHILE I'M WORKING(ASST' SUPR, AT GIMBEL'S ROOSEVELT FIELD MENS DEPT, B4 CLOSING,KNOWING SECUIRITY HEAD HATED ME & MY SEMI=HIPPIE LONG HAIR(GREAT DRESSER THOUGH,IF I DO SAY SO); NEXT' " SLIPPED "CAMERA LENS CLEANER" IN MY POCKET RIGHT B4 WE LEFT A CAMERA STORE;, HOWEVER: AT 2NS "1969 MARCH ON WASHINGTON DC. ANTI=VIETNAM/DRAFT/NIXON"MARCH(WE ARRIVED AFTER DARK, I PARKED MY IF I STILL HAD IT), CLASSIS 1963 BRITISH RACING GREEN 390 4M BARREL THUNDERBIRID AT AN ADJACENT CURB .COSE , BUT STILL OKAY, TO THE "WHITE HOUSE(ANYBODY FOR "WHITE SUPREMISIST HOUSE??). WAKING LATE MORN, GUESS WHAT??: MY CLASSIC TO BE WAS "SURROUNDING BY "GREY HOUND BUSES, UT OF A HOLLYWODD CLASSIC WESTERN "CIRCLE THE WAGONS FOR AN ONCOMING NATIVE AMERICAN ATACK!!. WHAT TO DO, NADA, WE PARTICIPATED,THE 1ST MARCH, I, WITH OTHER GUYS,(EX- 2ND AT THE TIME, BEST FRIEND STEVE( A FORMER "FORBES MAG, BIG WIG(MALCOM TOOK HIM ON HIS YACHT UP THE HUIDSON FOR BI-CENTENIAL/ROAD " MOTORCYCLES TOGETHER,REALLY), WE WERE TEAR GASSED IN AN OFFICE, WHERE WE CAMPED OUT)..WELL, HAD TO LEAVE NEXT DAY, TOSSED COIN=HECK NO, WE(GHUYS, SMARTLY PICKED FROM US, THE MOST ACCEPTABLE TO THE " SILENT MAJORITY' & tje "secret service" gurading the buse entrance. gave "george" my keys, he "managed to talk the(so the agent told gorge-he had jumped on "mrs, lacqueline kennedy that traGIS ASSASINATIO OF PREZ. KENNEDY DAY, INDALLAS),TO MY(OUR( GREAT RELIEF/SURPRISE. THE AGENT " DROVE MY T-BIRD THRU THE PARTED BUS SPACE, GAVE GEORGE THE KEYS..WHAT A "JUMPIN' JACK FLASH, IT'S A GAS GAS GAS MOMENT IT WAS" SO SWEET. NATURALLY, MY 1ST WORDS TO APPROACHING "GEORGE": " DID U GET THE GUY'S AUTOGRAPH??(NATCH-HE DID NOT). 2ND: AT "GIMBELS AGAIN(B4 CLOSEING, A COLLEAGUE(LAURA HOFFMAN(MAIDEDN NAME) APPROACHED, ASKEDA FAVOR" PLEASE TAKER HOME ONE OF HER STAFF IN LADIES FINE DRESSES(DID NOT KNOW WHO SHE WAS). HOWEVER, GEORGES EVENTUALLY WIFE, WAS WAITING IN MENS' EPT, FOR A LIFT BACK TO HOFSTRA U.(HER DORM & THEN WHAT??WE WERE SEMI-DATING(SHE WAS/IS ABEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL, BIT KOOKY LUGH, saved my "bacon once when "mo' KICKED ME OUT,AFTER BRINGING HOME NEWEST FRIEND("HERE CAM WINDY, THE SHELTY MIX')(those"  REALLY WERE THE DAYS, MY FRIEND, & THEY REally did end"(forgot the author/group):WELL, CALLED GEORGE,AT HIS HOME, PLEADEd for fav, he drove over(not far away, to the red head a lift home(beginning of his "odyssey march to the alter for both), why so IMPORTANT & WORDY, U MAY RIGHTLY SAY??. that give a ride hoem, sweet, really looked close to"elizabeth taylor, ingrid bergmen & to me, SIMPLY AN "ANGEL" , SOMEHOW, A MYSTERIOUS FORCE(FROM OUTTER SPACE? BLINDED, HYPNOTIZED) THIS YOUNG LASS, CAUS WE "HIT IT OFF, SLOWLY "TRUE LOVE GREW, OVERTIME, AS LOVERS, THEN SADLY, SHE WENT AWAY TO MIAMI U., AFTER A "T/GIVING HOLIDAY TOGETHER(FOR ME IT HAD TO BE 7 DAYS/NITES OF PURE HEAVEN, THAT I'KK NEVER HAVE AGAIN),SHE MOVED BACK TO LONG ISLAND. N.BELLMORE, , ATTENDED LONG ISLAND U(C.W.POST,ON CAMPUS; HERE IS THE " KICKER" SOMETIME9MID FEB. WINTER(NEVER FORGET THAT MOMENT/DAY,AT HER HOME, "SHE KICKED ME TO THE CURB, 4 EVER, IN A NICE( WHO AM I KIDDING, NOTHING NICE HERE) MANNER(REMEMBER SHE WAS ALWAYS "SWEET " TOME")MY WORLD IMPLODED. BELIEVE ME, IF NOT STRONG, COUD HAVE TAKEN THAT " LAST SUBA DIVE" TO FABLED 'davy jones locker(THIS IS THE END" MEGA HIT BY JIM MORRISON/THE DOORS(JULY 4TH, 1972( THE LADY D.S HOME, YES, I CRIED, SITTING IN ROCKER, DOWNING A " COLT 45 CAN" LISTENIN IN HORROR TO THE T.V. NEWS REPRORTIN THE "DEMISE" PF "JIM MORRISON,INPARIS BATH TUB". "THE DOORS" MUSIC'/mesages, words,were my " main stay. my "obsession,if u will). guiding my life, driving me forward(did not know where),MUSICALLY OR JUST IN GENERAL(WITH LADY D, AS MY LIFE BOAT(RAFT WILL NOT DO TO DESCRIBE HER), SHE SO SWEETLY QUIETLY ACCEPTED MY PATHOS, QUIET, ROLLING TEARS,& WE MOVWD ON TILL OUR FAYEFUL MOMENT TOO(NO ONE WAS EVER HURT PHYSICALLY). "KICKING ME TO THE CURB", I WAS LOST,GRADUATED HOFSDTAR, ALREADY LEFT GIMBELS TO VACATION W/ HER INMIAMI, EXCEPT TOR "EVERYONE KNOWS THAT IT'S WINDY" GIVING BIRTH TO "6' german shepard mix pups(apparently "SIZE DID MATTER TO WINDY"(ACTUALLY SAW THIS PERPUTRATOR SHEPARD DOG(AFTER RAPING MY LITTLE DOGGy) LEAPING OVER THE WHITE PICKET FENCE TO ESCAPE MY YELLING, WAVING, PRESENCE. YES, FOOLISH NE, NEGLECTED TO HAVE WINDY SPAYED *DONE A.S.A.P. AFTER NURSING PUPS). (GOT TO BREAK HERE(IF ANYONE HAS EVEN STAYED THE DISTANCE)< THINK I "FORGOT "MY POINT"(ANOTHER FLAW OF MINE. THANKS IF U ACTUALLY EAD THIS BLURB( NOT A "RANT", BELIEVE ME, ACTUALLY ALL HAPPENED. MY FONDEST, ETERNAL THANKS TO " GEORGE R.AND(ALWAYS REMEMBERED FONDLY AS "LADY DIANE".(HAVE TO REDO MY TYPOS LATER.